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[23 Jul 2003|11:11pm]
New livejournal everyone....

Name:
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(3 Broke a heart of gold. | Fall from grace.)

*Stolen from Jessie Lee* [13 Jul 2003|10:26pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | "Heaven Is a Place on Earth"-Belinda Carlisle. ]

If I were a month I would be: October
If I were a day of the week I would be: Sunday because I close early *wink*
If I were a time of day I would be: 7:57 exactly.
If I were a planet I would be: Pluto.
If I were a sea animal I would be: Mermaid.
If I were a direction I would be: Up.
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: An old 70's flower print couch recovered from someone's spring cleaning garbage.
If I were a historical figure I would be: The Moon.
If I were a liquid I would be: "Palmolive, Spring sensations and lime twist" lmao.
If I were a stone, I would be: Garnet.
If I were a tree, I would be: One of those lady's that lives on the corner of Roosevelt and Colgate, you know, the one who would probably cut off your right nut if you stepped on her grass.
If I were a bird, I would be: My canary, Dottie, so I could annoy EVERYTHING ALLLLLL THE TIME!!!
If I were a tool, I would be: Katie Simpson. *wink*
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: A forget-me-not or daffodil.
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: Windy. I like to blow people. (My GOD am I a sick girl tonight)
If I were a mythical creature, I would be: Sasquatch, no questions asked.
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: A triangle.
If I were an animal, I would be: Canadian Mongoose, no wait, that's Chris...um...a llama.
If I were a color, I would be: Red
If I were an emotion, I would be: Moody.
If I were a vegetable, I would be: A potato.
If I were a sound, I would be: A sigh.
If I were an element, I would be: Water.
If I were a car, I would be: My car. Piece of shit..moajfldajfoufadofu *rambles on like Milton from Office Space*
If I were a song, I would be: "Our Lips Are Sealed"-Go Go's.
If I were a movie, I would be directed by: Kevin Smith.
If I were a book, I would be written by: God, who knows.
If I were a food, I would be: MEXICAN!!!
If I were a place, I would be: Taco Bell or Starbucks or "The Mountain."
If I were a material, I would be: Polka Dotted :)
If I were a taste, I would be: Cherry Coke
If I were a scent, I would be: A cigarette before it is lit.
If I were a religion, I would be: Christian..
If I were a word, I would be: "Glamorous"
If I were an object, I would be: Goggles.
If I were a body part I would be: Lips.
If I were a facial expression I would be: A devious grin.
If I were a subject in school I would be: Art.
If I were a shape I would be a: A star.
If I were a number I would be: 5.

(2 Broke a heart of gold. | Fall from grace.)

"You can't walk in your sleep, if you can't sleep." [13 Jul 2003|10:06pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | "You Can't Walk in Your Sleep"-The Go Go's ]

Hola.

Today was, a mixture of all things I suppose.
Got woken up to go shopping at like freaking 10:00 am because my mom had this dieing urge to get at Old Navy like as soon as they opened. I drove my car there for the first time in a long time because it sucks ass and I've been making my mom drive it lately.
I got a new cardigan zip up hoodie (Which is red and glamorous I must say) and a plane dark grey shirt with a pocket on the BOOB. It is simplictic and nice.
Then we went to the Old Navy OUTLET which is on the infamous *Woodward Ave.* and to get there you have to take Southfield to ***** 8 MILE *****
Wow, 8 mile, famous...it sucks.
Anyways, to make a long story short, I was going to get these really cool pants but my mom's brand new credit card wouldn't go through. Which makes no sense, so my mom is going to bitch out Visa tomorrow. Me and my mom faught quite a bit today because she has mood swings like WHOA. Almost started to cry a few times, but other than that it was okay.
She asked me if I smoked again, I love it.
After that episode at Old Navy I went to help my mom at work. Just got home a little bit ago.

I haven't got my train tickets to go out to my dad's yet like I was supposed to, so instead of going out there tomorrow I'm going on Tuesday for a full week. I have to go to the train station tomorrow and rescheduel the tickets. I know I didn't spell that word right, eh, what are you gonna do? I'm just an idiot.

Tomorrow I'm going shopping and we are going to attempt the credit card thing again. Then I think I'll go to the mall. Hopefully Kate will come with me, I tried calling her just now and her mom asked if she could call me back. It was like 10:00 so I hope she's not mad. :/

We were supposed to be sledding tonight at the mountain but like I previously stated, Craig is a bitch. There is nothing else to say about that. He's just a little angsty bitch.

Chris is an angry bitch too :):

x MrsChainsaw x: Whatcha doing tomorrow?
crzychris86: i dont know
x MrsChainsaw x: I see.
crzychris86: y tu?
x MrsChainsaw x: What?!
crzychris86: hbu
x MrsChainsaw x: oh lol.
x MrsChainsaw x: Your lingo scared me.
x MrsChainsaw x: More shopping.
crzychris86: what, u cant handle a little espanol?
x MrsChainsaw x: guess not.
crzychris86: yeah bullshit more shopping
x MrsChainsaw x: What else is there to do?
crzychris86: not go shopping
x MrsChainsaw x: It's not like you are going to be with me, so what does it matter to YOU?
crzychris86: i dont know
crzychris86: just seems like to much shopping

Too much shopping????
Wha???
Idiot.

I'm done, later.
<3.

(1 Broke a heart of gold. | Fall from grace.)

[13 Jul 2003|12:36am]
[ mood | mellow ]
[ music | "Amber"-311 ]

Aloha.

I was just about to type "Today was fun" but that I couldn't remember what I did today.
But now I remember.
And it was indeed fun.

After messing with my lj and typing that uber long book of an entry and I got dressed, put on my make up, and then went and got Jessie and Katie.
(Today was a No No day)
Went to the mall. Bought a new Alkaline Trio shirt. Then, we were just driving around.
I was taking advantage of having my mom's car for the day because it actually runs and so we went on the freeway and I got off at a random exit and Kate and Jessie were freaking out because they thought I was lost.

Then, the very first exciting moment of driving in my mom's car with them occurred:
Kate had a huge bug in the back seat and it as on her and she was freaking out.
To make a long story short, she called it a beaver because of it's size.

We [Kate,Craig,Me,Chris] were SUPPOSED to be going sledding tomorrow but Craig likes to play his games and ruin everything.
Fuck them guys.

I'm going to bed soon.
I have to get up early tomorrow.

<3.

(4 Broke a heart of gold. | Fall from grace.)

.:Boy oh boy..lots to say...:. [12 Jul 2003|03:02pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | "Can't Stop the World"-The Go Go's ]

Holler.

If you are viewing this from your friends page you are really not going to have any idea what I am talking about unless you view my page, so do it..make me proud
Carrying on:
I changed the colors on my lj page, all by myself. I am so proud I could...do it again. But I won't, took me too long. I think it looks purrty good myself.
I got a new icon as well.
Belinda Carlisle..my idle (Well, besides Karina Denike[dance hall crashers]) For those of you who do not know who Belinda Carlisle is, shame on you. She is the lead singer of the Go Go's of course.
She's great. The quote is from the song This Town which contains one of my favorite verses of all time.

"Change the lines we've said before. We're all dreamers, we're all whores. Discarded stars like worn out cars. Litter the streets of this town."

Wonderful.

I also changed the comments thing, too.
I am on a roll.

I figured I haven't really commented in a long time. I have been kinda monosyllabic with this whole thing. I don't know why I'm typing that much, I'm getting a new lj here like today or tommorrow. Just as soon as I figure out a new name, which has taken me more than a week now to do.
Yesterday:
Went to the fireworks/carnival/woodstock like get-up in Taylor.
((Taylor-tucky)) The trash of the Detroit Metro area besides Detroit itself.
It was pretty fun.
The carnival was a rip off. You can't even buy a wrist band, you had to buy tickets. And you know when you are in Taylor when the ticket sign reads:
1 Ticket...$1.00
20 Tickets...$20.00

Like you are getting some kind of deal or something.
The Turtles were there doing a concert...you know that band that only has one song. Yeah...wonderful.
Me and Kate were both so exhausted we looked like we were completely stoned or drunk. There were a lot of drunk adults..quite amusing.
I felt like it was Woodstock 2003 with less Marijanna. (Can't spell that word, which should be a good thing, right?)
I spent the night at Kate's last night after the fireworks.
After Tom Green we wen't to White Castle.
#1 Never go to White Castle 1:00 am.
#2 Never go inside White Castle at 1:00 am.
We made both of these mistakes, you see.
It was FINE..until some CRAZY guy came in there talking about "The Murder" and talking to himself and some non-exsistent person named Maude.
A few lines from this, character:
"I'll have your brother fucking kill you..and I'll have your sister dead! You shouldn't get fucked up like this."
The man was clearly insane, and homeless. I think. I would assume.
Once he got his food he pased the floor back and forth, back and forth, decided if he wanted to see by us or not. Finally he sat down, luckily not next to us and this is when he started babbling about killing my sister. When we got up to leave to go eat in my car because he was seriously freaking us out, he didn't even finish his food but he started to like wipe his table off REALLY fast and as soon as I threw my stuff away, he threw all his away too. We booked out to my car. Then we parked in the back where he couldn't see us and we finished our food in my car. We wanted refills but we were SURELY not going back in that hell hole. So we were going to go through the drive through but there was a car there so I said "I'm gonna drive around once." It was God who made me do that, I swear, because the guy was outside of the drive through and I would not have seen him if I didn't drive around. He saw my car and I was waiting to get out of there and waiting for traffic to clear and he started walking toward my car and then I tore out of there and as soon as I did it look like he fell and tried to pick up a rock or something. Freaky freaky shit. It took 20 minutes for the cops to get there, White Castle employees are idiots and wait forever to call the cops on crazy people evidently, and there were three cop cars. He was so insane.

So after that episode, Me and Kate sat around watching Saturday Night Live until like 4:00 am. Finally we went to bed, and her mom woke us up at like 10:00 am. Six hours of sleed, WHY?!?!?!
I am really tired.

So I'm currently sitting here in a towel and I was previously trapped in the room because my uncle came over to fix the shower head which was broken and exploded on me the other day (another long story I won't get into) and my grandma told me not to leave the room until he left. I'm like a freaking animal trapped in a cage. Or something like that...


My mom just called from work:
Her:You shower yet?
Me:I'm in a towel, why?
Her:Hurry up, i'm hungry..
Me:What?!
Her:I want a taco salad and a soft taco..hurry up.

I am not her bitch. What is this bullshit?!
I have to get ready now because I am a slave for free.

Peace.
<3.

(2 Broke a heart of gold. | Fall from grace.)

[10 Jul 2003|01:04am]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Loveline ]

So today I walked.
To the mountain *aka* Fords Feild.
Easy 3 miles there, 3 miles back.
I shall be sore tomorrow.
Me and Katie both.

Tomorrow I am going over Chris's to do stuff.
We are trying to find a way to avoid Vince.
(putting a tarp on my car, parking in the back yard, etc. etc.)
Lovely.

Less Than Jake is on loveline.
Bye.

(2 Broke a heart of gold. | Fall from grace.)

[09 Jul 2003|01:57am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Loveline. ]

Hello.

Well, today..The "no-no's" went out to lunch at Wendy's. I pissed a really scary old lady off.
Went to the mall.
Came home.
Drove. Around.

Just got done tell Chris I was mad at him and That I was leaving him.
I conviently had to shut down my computer and restart it.
I get back.
He is off.
Fine fuck u den.

I'm going to bed
<3.

(6 Broke a heart of gold. | Fall from grace.)

The day. [08 Jul 2003|01:01am]
[ mood | wishful ]
[ music | Love line. ]

Today was sooooooo boring.
But:
I finally got my new A.P. magazine (Cover was All American Rejects)
Cut out the pictures I wanted after reading the articles so finally my walls are so nakey anymore.

Around 8:00 went over Kate's and went for a walk for a little over an hour.

Just got done watching Tom Green.
I want my own TV show.
Me and Chris were talking about it...
The Chris/Malorie comedy hour.
Beautiful.

Time to listen to love line.

<3.

(Fall from grace.)

[08 Jul 2003|12:14am]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | "Goodbye Forever"-Alkaline Trio (Stuck in my head) ]

New icon. It is taken from a picture of the wonderful Matt Skiba <3 playing his guitar.

(2 Broke a heart of gold. | Fall from grace.)

Ah, penny loafers.... [06 Jul 2003|07:41pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | "Help Me Rhonda"-Beach Boys ]

Well okay, once again, first things first here:

This only applies to those who just look at my lj by link instead of on their friends pages:
I changed my comments thing. It's a bit smaller, and since I changed the colors on my lj page you have to look for it. It's hiding at the top of each entry. Sorry for the inconvienence..

Carrying on:
Today was alright.
Me and Kate went felt it was time to get "back in the water" so we went swimming at Levagood Park. We first got there, stayed for like 10 minutes and it was time to close the park because of the lighting and "thunder" so we had to get out for like 2 hours which sucked. Afterwards it was pretty fun, There was this wierd lady who would always hold her boobs and look behind her with the biggest dumbfounded look on her face. Her boyfriend and her would make out on the side of the pool and her boyfriend's shirt was more holes then it was material. Then, some old guy in a speedo 2 lanes down from us was trying to teach random people how to swim. Please. Then, there's that guy in the lane next to us with the huge aviator sun glasses on while he was swimming. But the best was the guy, the old, fat, guy with the striped yellow and black speedo on. He was walking on deck with his towel...wearing penny loafers. So he walks over to an open lane and we just are so stunned by this man we can't help but stare. I figured he was going to take off the penny loafers and then get in the pool. I was wrong. He jumps right in, penny loafers and all..and starts to swim...wow. Dave Fobar was working there as a life guard, surprisingly, and we tell him about this man. So he walks over to him and:

Dave:Sir are those shoes or "swim socks"?
Man:They are swim socks...
Dave:Oh, well, I don't think those are allowed in the pool, could you please take them off.
Man:okayy...

As he takes them off it becomes more clear than ever that they are indeed penny loafers. There was no more denying it. Beautiful.

Then, we are finally done. We come back in and all the lockers are open. Kate's bag is gone. Unbelieveable.
I tear through my bag, luckily my keys are still in it. But my five dollars are missing from the BACK pocket of my folded jeans inside my bad inside my closed locker. Yeah...
So we go home, and Kate's mom comes over my house and takes us back up to the pool because she wants to file a police report. So we go in the locker room to search everything one last time. After not being successful..we walk back out to where the office is. And two little girls run out saying "I think we found your stuff...but we dont know if it's your stuff" So me and Kate go in there and all her stuff is in a shower out of the bag..everything's there except for her five dollars. Thank god we found everything.
Then:
The cops come and tell us it should of been locked but kate's mom still wants to file a report so this joke of a cop pulls out this dollar store notepad and sketches down our names,numbers, etc, etc. Like he's really gonna make a report. Right. Asshole.

So that was my day...can't wait to see what tomorrow has in store for me.

<3.

Addition:
I just realized that in every entry..where it asks mood and music...I'm never listening to MXPX...yet, they are my favorite band. I don't get it. Oh well...live on beach boys :)

I almost forgot...
There was also something on deck that was confusing us since we got there.
We were trying to decide on what it was..it was pretty disgusting.
I'm too lazy to type it all out so I will just quote Kate's AIM profile here:

me- eww whats that on deck?
malorie- looks like a tampoon....or a chicken bone.
me-...yea because they look simular...

(3 Broke a heart of gold. | Fall from grace.)

"Would I be out of line if I said that I miss you?" [05 Jul 2003|11:46am]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | "I Miss You"-Incubus ]

Okay. First things first...Yesterday:

I went out to eat...just me and my grandma which was nice. We went to ponderosa and we hit up that SALAD BAR so fast I think El Paso got a drought. ((wow, I have no idea what that had to do with anything.)) heh.
Then:
I picked up Kate...while my grandma was in the car to save some time. Even though my grandma told me to "Take me home...I don't want to just ride around." Kate had no power...until like 3:00 a.m. ick.
Later last night...
Me,Kate,My mother,and her boyfriend,"Cheech" went to the fireworks in Romulus. OOOOOOOOH AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! They were good. There was this kid, oh my god he was such a character..I'm not even going to describe him other than:
-black
-young

I'll just name some quotes from this little..."G".
"They got me on tape! *Throws hands in the air* I'M FAMOUS!! THEY LIKE THE BLING BLING IN MY EAR!!"
"The Police?! Oh shit!"
"Dominique, come with me incase he tries to start somethin'." (talking about the guy selling glow necklaces...:/)
"Throw your hands in the air!!!"

That's about it from the little playa. He's crazy.
The Fireworks were good,though. Big, Loud, nice. Except for the baby behind us who kept saying "FIREWORKS FIREWORKS" over, and over, and over again. 8DAOAOUFAOIUFIOUWRTIOU!!!!

Today,
I don't know what I'm doing today.
Probably nothing exciting.
That's all.

<3.

(Fall from grace.)

Oh my gosh. [04 Jul 2003|01:16am]
[ mood | highly amused. ]
[ music | Love line. ]

What can be said about the pig
Except that now i have to dig
A whole for it to live inside
In the pig i always could confide
The pig had no foes
And yet now he has no nose
I took to heart everything he said
Untill one day vince dropped him on his head

^^Chris Snyder. About his broken, ceramic pig... <3

(2 Broke a heart of gold. | Fall from grace.)

(The best day ever...) [03 Jul 2003|09:54pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | "Sudden Death In California"-Brand New ]

Where to even START I dont know...


I didn't even go to bed until like 4:00 A.M. so I didn't wake up until like two. I showered..me and Kate went up to Ford's Feild..a.k.a. THE MOUNTAIN!!!! I dropped Kate off after that so me and my mom could "dine" together. Oh geeze. After we "dined" I picked up Kate and Jessie and back up to THE MOUNTAIN we went. It was sooooo awesome.
We took many garbage bags and pinned them in the ground with pencils...we got out my sled...and we poured dish soap all over the freaking bags and went down on the sled. It was sweet. But I fell a few times. As always. My mom's gonna kill me because of my pants.

We will do it again tomorrow.
That's about it.

<3.

(1 Broke a heart of gold. | Fall from grace.)

oooooooooooh my. [03 Jul 2003|01:31am]
The beauty of it all:

Casualty of caps: i use to like those chicken soup books
x MrsChainsaw x: me too!
Casualty of caps: but after the 3 one came out it got a little out of control
Casualty of caps: it kinda started getting like the land before time
Casualty of caps: and there like the same stories over and over
x MrsChainsaw x: yeahh
Casualty of caps: i have been reading the 3rd one for like 4 year lol
Casualty of caps: no not really
x MrsChainsaw x: chicken soup for the golfers soul
x MrsChainsaw x: might as well have
Casualty of caps: i've seen it b4
Casualty of caps: i have chicken soup for the pet lovers soul
Casualty of caps: that was good
x MrsChainsaw x: "Chicken Soup for the Prostitute's Soul" stories of rapes and one night stands that will make you laugh, cry, and get out your trusty vibrator.
Casualty of caps: wtf
Casualty of caps: did you make that up
x MrsChainsaw x: or even "Chicken Soup for the Crackhead's Soul" get out your favorite needle...and stick it in.
x MrsChainsaw x: Of course I made it up, you think they sell that shit?
Casualty of caps: well....
Casualty of caps: i dont know
x MrsChainsaw x: they should
Casualty of caps: let's do it
Casualty of caps: even though we never did crack
Casualty of caps: i'm sure we can relate it to swimming some how
x MrsChainsaw x: lol what?!
Casualty of caps: yea
Casualty of caps: swimmers can argue anything
Casualty of caps: if you think about it
Casualty of caps: we have a lot of time to think during those long cold 1000 sets
x MrsChainsaw x: its true.
x MrsChainsaw x: sad, but true.


Once again...the fact that swimming really does relate to anything...

(1 Broke a heart of gold. | Fall from grace.)

.:meet me in outer space:. [03 Jul 2003|01:24am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | Love Line on the radio. ]

Holla!!!!!

Today was so great.
Had lots of running around to do (i.e. Aco, Kroger, Wendy's(for my mom's dinner),CVS) Kate and Jessie came with me. After that we went to fords field.
I. Am. So. Sore.
"I took one for the team bitch, now it's your turn..give me the mase!"<~~Craig...after getting sprayed with mase for the second time by Chris.
I fell down the hill like 4 times and I rolled once. That hill is like a freaking grassy mountain.
I am sore.
Very sore.

Tomorrow will be better...
<3.

(1 Broke a heart of gold. | Fall from grace.)

"Woke up with my daily headache and the realization that you are gone." [02 Jul 2003|12:55pm]
[ mood | cranky ]
[ music | "Bleeder"-Alkaline Trio ]

Hi.

It's hot outside. Do we have the air on? Of course not. My mom would have a fit if the windows were shut. She's wierd. I think i'm going to cut my bangs today *cries, rolls around, pounds on the floor* because I'm sick of listening to them bitch about it. Well, Maybe I'll just trim them, yeah, thats what I do.

So today I'm supposed to be hanging out with Jessie.
I have NO idea what we are going to do because I don't have a lot of gas and I have no money. Oh well. We'll find out. Maybe we can just record stuff on camera??? I dont know "It's up in the air, it's up in the air" <--Chris <3.

I got a new comforter on my bed and a new rug, it's nice, more girly though. :/

Jamie is gone until Sunday again.
She's up north.
She said she'll try to buy me something or make me something like last time. She bought me two suckers and made me a purrty purrty bracelet.

I don't feel good, still.
God, being of the female gender is a huge pain in the ass.

That is about it.
Maybe i'll post later tonight.
<3.

Conan O'brien was a repeat again last night.
This is starting to upset me.

(5 Broke a heart of gold. | Fall from grace.)

>Insert (optional) subject here [01 Jul 2003|10:01pm]
[ mood | in pain. ]
[ music | "Bike Scene"-Taking Back Sunday ]

Holla.

Today was fun.
Woke up really early, sick, then fell back asleep until like, 12.
Got ready and went over Jessie's at 4:00.
Pizza Man <3 came over at 5:00.
We went to the mall.
I bought a new button.
Jessie came over.
We watched "home movies".
And now, I'm here.
I'm in very bad pain for I have cramps. ick.
That is about it.

<3.

(1 Broke a heart of gold. | Fall from grace.)

93 979aijfkajdflkdajf98888 888 88 d997 97 999997yyyyyy [27 Jun 2003|09:51pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | "Little Surfer Girl"-Beach Boys ]

Hi.

Today was, nice. Weather wise, too. It was supposed to rain, but it didn't.

It is supposed to rain tomorrow. But my mom still insists on going to the wave pool, well..you know what? SHE'S GOING BY HERSELF THEN!!!! WOO!!

Today I sat around and I would still be sleeping now if my grandma didn't wake me up by saying "Some little girl is on the phone" It was no little girl, it was Jamie. gah.

My grandma then made me breakfast...
Her:Here, fit for a queen. *hands me breakfast*
Me:Fit for a queen huh?
Her:Yeah, 'cause your my queen!
Me:Ooooooh really? What about mom?
Her:She is too.
Me:Both of us?
Her:Well, you're the queen bee, she's just the queen mother.
Me:Queen bee eh?
Her:Damn right you are.
*God, I love her*

Went on a little joy ride to take Darren Ho home. Darren Ho is this chinese kid I took drivers training with. He is good friends with Chris Snyder..so I drove him home with Katie while Chris told us the story on how Darren was at the mall jumping in the bushes and growling and they are banned from the mall for a year and they almost got arrested. They already called Chris's house once on the answering machine and Darren gave them false information, so he is off the hook. They kidknapped Darren this morning..but that's a whole nother issue I won't get into.

Came home with Kate *by this time it was like..7:00*
I made a mix tape.
Now, here I am.

I am tired...very, very tired.
I slept like 12 hours.
Woo!

<3.

(2 Broke a heart of gold. | Fall from grace.)

"So you think you're lonely, well my friend, I'm lonely too." [26 Jun 2003|08:54pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | "Lights"-Journey ]

Hi.
Today was...blah.
Had to wake up at 8:00.
Shower, get dressed up..get going. I had to use my mom's car because well, my car just doesn't cut the cake on the freeway and the funeral home was in Belleville. Went to the gas station *Pre-Pay Only* read on the gas pump...so I wobble into the store "Five on number one please.." walk out..I forget to get my mom's fuel key off of her key chain. So, I had to get my money back, go to my mom's work and get the key. I figured I would wait 'till I got off my exit to get gas. So that's what I did. My ride there was decent..quite hot though. *No air conditioning in grandma(my mom's car)* Got gas. Thought I was late because Kristina said to come by 10:00 because she had to be there a little before. I get there, thinking i'm late, and no one is there yet. I am an ass. So I'm waiting around for Kristina...(She was driving with Keith to go get Alex, our good friend who moved in 6th grade (She knew Kristina's dad, too. So it's only right that she come.)) They started the ceremony without them. That was wrong. The pastor was trying to speak and there are cell phones ringing, babies crying..it was rough. Then, it was off to the procession. Keith, Alex, Kristina, and Erica drove with me. After that, off to the "MOOSE LOUNGE" for dinner...and man, was it ever delicious. I'm really tired. I don't feel all that well. And well, funerals don't really make me a happy camper to tell you the truth. It was depressing...I got away with only crying about 4 times...I did good, I am proud. I had to stay strong for Kristina..me and Keith that is.

Came home, sat around.
Made a picture and a frame for it.
Did a little redecorating of my room.
And here I am!

Peace.

(Fall from grace.)

*Drum roll please...* [25 Jun 2003|11:33am]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | "Jude Law and a Semester Abroad"-Brand New ]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATE!! I LOVE YOU!!!!

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